Up until 1985, I was sad most of the time. I’d get up in the morning and everything would be like a dream a sad, sad dream. I remember looking at all the trees I had planted - which I was so happy about - and yet - they did not look nice anymore. It was like my life was not worth living. I realize though that something was wrong with me. I wanted to find out why I was so unhappy.

     I started reading books about the mind, the soul, the spiritual being... then my husband gave me the book, Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health. That was it. I started reading it and could not put it down. I saw myself as never before and I knew there was hope for me! I was not crazy! I called the Church, got Dianetics auditing - which was the beginning of a new life! Not only was I not sad anymore, but life really became a game. I laugh a lot and at 57 years of age I have plans for the future and most of all: I don’t blame anybody anymore - I am responsible for my own life!

     Scientology is a way of life! In L. Ron Hubbard’s library there is a book for everything. You have a puzzle you don’t understand, open one of the books on life - you will find your answer! Understanding is there, look for it, study, get trained! Wow! How life is different when you suffer it or when you make it.